hmmm...

So here I am all alone in St. Louis, which is only 5 hours away from home but seems like eternity. I have been here for almost a week now but only 2 days by myself. My parents and girlfriend (Emma) left sunday around noon so they could get back to Nashville, my hometown. I am not one to cry but sunday just wasnt my day. I cried from the time they left till that night when I went to sleep. If you have followed my work then you would know about Emma and what a huge impact she has had on my life this year. I feel so damn empty inside and want so badly to pack up and head back to nashville. There is a college there, Belmont, that is practically the same as the one I am currently attending. I dont know why I am here but the reason better show itself soon!

Just wanted to get that off my chest... I have been trying to keep myself busy as much as possible. I will be enrolling in Belmont for the spring semester, I cant go the whole school year like this its impossible. After taking care of my brother and going through all that turmoil... I dont want to do it again so I have decided to return to her and nashville. I want to go back now but my parents wont let me lol. Whatever, im done.

later